male ft myers fl 24

I’m having thoughts. im not okay. im floating right now ready to fall asleep in the water and not care what happens. its hard for me to explain. im sad? i feel like i deserve harm. i deserve punishment. i deserve bad. i deserve harassment.

i dont feel anything but totally alone right next to my friend. physically im here. but mentally im in a desert alone.

my drug friend stopped messaging me its been a while where you iz girl i miss talking